August Was Moving Month

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It's been a while since I have put up a blog post. I also haven't been very active on Faith's Mom's Facebook page. That's because the month of August was dedicated to moving!  About 4 years ago, Faith and I moved from the apartment she grew up in, to a different one in northeast Bismarck. The primary reason for the move was to have underground parking so that getting her loaded into the van by myself during our cold, snowy winters would be less of a challenge. We also needed to find a place in which the elevator didn't break down on a regular basis!  One of our last sunsets at our old apartment  That place served us well, but the drive to her day program, which is located across the river in Mandan was time consuming, not to mention, expensive. I drove about 45 miles a day and used up a tank of gas a week!  Searching for a New Place  Before our lease ended, I began praying about finding somewhere else to live. A condo would have been nice, but surprisingly not a...
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This Gift

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This gift given to me
Seven years ago...

Not given swaddled in pink
and laid close by my side.
Instead placed in a see-through box
helping to breathe breaths of life.

A single touch lasting only seconds
not to be seen for several hours.
Seven days later,
finally in my arms to hold.

This gift given to me
so undeservedly...

Did God really know what He was doing
Giving me this treasure for which to care?

Thankful. Blessed.
These words do not even begin to express
what I feel, what I know, what I have.

Tough times, yes
Challenges, of course.
But still joy
And love...so much love.

Seven years ago
This gift, given to me...

My heart, my soul
forever changed.

Happy Birthday, Faith! You are loved!


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  1. AnonymousOctober 25, 2010 at 9:46 AM

    Happy Birthday Faith....I remember that day like it was yesterday when David and Jean came down to tell me. She surely is a gift from God.

    Susan Finlay
    Mississauga, ON

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  2. SandyOctober 25, 2010 at 11:05 AM

    Just happened upon your blog through "The Mom Blogs". I live in North Dakota as well (West Fargo). Your daughter is beautiful--happy 7th Birthday to her! I enjoyed stopping by & reading. :)

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  3. Apraxia MomOctober 25, 2010 at 1:11 PM

    Happy Birthday, Faith!

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  4. ColleenOctober 25, 2010 at 7:05 PM

    Happy Birthday to your special girl!!

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  5. AnonymousOctober 25, 2010 at 10:01 PM

    Such a beautiful poem

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  6. ColeyOctober 29, 2010 at 6:37 AM

    What a sweet poem. My son, Noah, also has an Oct 25th bday. :)

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  7. Cari JeanOctober 29, 2010 at 1:53 PM

    Thank you so much for all of the birthday wishes! Faith really did have a great day!

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